So... I'm stuck in a very bad situation.

My younger brother Shawn just got married and is going to be moving out the 2nd or 3rd of Aug once his wife (who's military) gets on base housing...

If by that time I don't find a job....

The net will be shut off, and I'll no longer be around until by some magical means I find a job in a state (Florida) that has one of the lowest employment rates in the us.

Why is the net being shut off? Not really due to money issues, but because my step dad has "no use for it" after his BLOOD son moves out. Yeah the internet was only for him, me using it is seen as a 'privilege'. Even though with no net it means reducing my hopes for finding a job even more sense most places around ere only do online apps now.


I was even taken out to a plaza and dropped off, in the Florida heat and had to walk to all the places in the area... Those that didn't tell me that they were not hiring... told me to apply on their website.

So... I am screwed. I also just got a call back from one place I was so hopping for saying I failed their personality assessment? I can't apply again for 60 days, and by then their open position will be filled and my app will just be thrown into the pile.


I am sick of being ridiculed as a 'freeloader' by my step dad and treated like I'm a little kid by him, no joke, I'm 28 and he treats me like I don't know anything... Plus being treated like it's MY fault no one is hiring? He argues that if I was really 'doing it right' I'd be having a lot of calls and interviews right now. I put in over 90 applications both online and paper in the last two months, most these places are just 'always accepting applications' and are not actively hiring, but it's my fault still there not.

My step dad is the abusive type... the type that has to be always right while everyone else is always wrong, everything has to be HIS way and god forbid if you prove him wrong on something. But it's hard to stay out of his way at times.

My mom is often gets the blunt of his rage, god even asking him a question it turns into an argument that he starts. But she suffers from Multiple sclerosis and has no means to get away, she can hardly walk as is.

I am so stressed here. I wish I could be anywhere else but here, and even mom warned me it'll be worse once Shawn leaves.


So if by Aug you may not find me around, not on here, not by email, not even by messenger.

SO, looks like I'll have a lot of free time on my hands, more 'freeloading' to do and more being blamed for some how controlling the work force and killing all the jobs around. I'm gathering together all the XP scrips I can and making sure ones I use are up to date so I can at least spar my boredom by working on my game when not fighting the blazing heat walking from place to place in a hopeless hunt for work.

That and Minecraft.... least I can play that offline.