Ton no ma kara boroboro no arasoi kara Mouichido, watashi tachi ha, surebu toshite chen de setsuzoku sa re te iru Dekiru you ni kurai himitsu no idou ni ataeru aisuru kaisai Shikashi, uchi goe ga tasukeru koto ha deki mase n ga, uragiru Yoru ni ichi nin de kono kyouju o haroingu Mae ni fukidasa reru inori o motsu tanitsu no kyandoru raito Fauru oboeru koto de wareware ga baindo sa re, kinchou shite iru Mata, saishuu teki ni sai riyou sa re masu nokori no bubun o wareware ga mada nokot te ganba Shikashi, itami o tomonau kako o hakai shite soto desu Yume no shisou o fukugen suru tame ni watashi no tamashii o kisu shuppatsu Tandoku de tabun asa no hikari no kusari ni baindo sa re masu Wareware no kakusa ha matome te…
Torn from in between and tattered from the fray Once again we are connected by the chain as slaves The giving in to let go of dark secrets held dear But a voice within cannot help but betray Hallowing this fear alone at night With a prayer blown out before a single candle-light By foul recollect are we bound and strained Hoping rest will finally reclaim, again we still remain But the painful past is out to destroy Kiss my soul to restore a dream thought departed Maybe in morning light the chains will bind alone With our divide brought together...
Doll House
Watashi ha himitsu no basho ni mi o mamora te iru Watashi ha omoidashi ta you ni saihatsu omoide ga katachi ni seikei Chuuzou ji kara onaji kage ha, watashi ga koware te it a no mae ni
I have sheltered myself in a place of secrets The reoccurring memories molded into form as I remembered Casting the same shadows from a time before I was broken
Watashi ha watashi no suukei no te no naka ni nokot te iru mono o mitsumeru Ika, naibu yori, korera no rikai no kabe o kanjiru
I stare at what is left in my hallow hands Feeling less and less inside these familiar walls
Shin da mono toshite karera no me ha, Karera no tamashii o shuppatsu toshite Kesshite itami dake eizoku sa seru, yurushi o motome te Watashi no kodoku na namida ga chikyuu ni shou hako no you ni ochiru
Their eyes as dead as their departed souls Never seeking out forgiveness, only perpetuating the pain My lonely tears fall like caskets into the earth
Doru hausu ha nakunat te iru, watashi no atama ha mada gemu o hatashi te iru Watashi ha kako ga daun shite futan suru mae ni dasshutsu shiyo u to suru to Sore ha kono furagumento ga nakere ba watashi no kakato ni shigamitsui te
The doll house is gone but, my head still plays the game I try to escape before the past bears down If it weren't for this fragment clinging at my heel
Tsumetai kaze ga hajimete hoo o matsuge Watashi ha himitsu no basho ni mi o mamora te iru Shikashi, saishuu teki ha ishi no naka ni kaka re te i nai...
Cold wind lashes my cheeks for the first time A child I knew before it all steps from inside With the saddest tear, locks the door and...goodbye
Watashi ha uchigawa kara no subete no tejun no mae ni shitte it a ko Kanashii ga namida de ha, wakarae o tsukat te doa o rokku suru
I have sheltered myself in a place of secrets But the end has yet to be written in stone
Dream Shore
Anata no kokoro no mae, keika chuu ni, ni shnnyuu Furashhu o oku kotoha deki masen, kioku o shiyo to shimashita Watashi tachiha otagai no shiryoku o ushinatta nochi nanimo furiga henkou sarete i masu
Invading your mind before you lapse inside Trying to flush out the memories that will not let you rest Pretending nothing has changed since we lost sight of each other
Tada saigo no kisu
Nothing but the last kiss
Kuro aseban da tenohira tokoro o shiyo u Mada de kyuukei o hitei hakujitsu yume, shinobiyoru
Trying to black out those days with sweaty palms Still creeping in daydreams, resting on your denial
Go ni sagaruga, izen yori mo chikai kotoni kiduku shiyou Watashi ha konya kanzen ni kieru baai kamo shirenai Sono baai demo, bunkatsu ni banme no anata no gawade watashi
You try to draw back but find yourself closer than before "Maybe if I disappear altogether tonight..." Even then, for a split second, I am there at your side
Kiki nareta koe anata no ueni nagareru katen o kakitateru Koufun no kanjou, shinzou no resu chuu ni kakimazeru Isshun dake, watashi ha anata ni mitsumete ita
Over against the flowing curtains a familiar voice stirs you Excited emotions stir while your heart races For just a moment, I was staring back at you
Kako no kouchou, omowa seru houhou anata mo fureta no yoru fuu Konya no namida esukepu to shoukou ni watashi o bakkuappu dekiru you ni
The evening wind brisk past, reminiscent of how I touched you Let the tears escape tonight and lull you back to me
Go ni sagaru ga, izen yori mo chikai kotoni kiduku shiyou Watashi ha kanzen ni konya me hanasu to tabun Sono baai demo, bunkatsu ni banme no anata no gawade watashi
You try to draw back but find yourself closer than before "Maybe if I look away altogether tonight..." Even then, for a split second, I am there at your side
Kako no kouchou, omowa seru houhou anatamo fureta no yoru fuu Konya no namida esukepu to shoukou ni watashi o bakkuappu dekiru youni
I only want to see you smile, but you are still fighting to forget Where unconscious longing dwells, my name is murmured under breath
Watashi dake egao mi tai to omouga, wasureru kotoga mada tatakatte i masu Muishiki no akogare no sumu tokoroha, watashi no namae ha iki no shita o tsubuyai ta desu
Already burying your feet in the sands of time You look out from folded arms, my body wading in the tide Dashing to me as sleep tears us apart
Anata no me o samashi tsugiha kaisai sare masu
The next you awake I will be holding you...
Emerald Eyes
Regretting what slipped me by I keep the memories of those days close If only the best and worst of you was even mine to have Reflections of your evergreen eyes would not hold me
Why was I given the chance to capture all there was of you? Impossible as it was to see through your hard pressed image Dimly in dreams are your soothing words with me Awake in my bed, still seeing your emerald eyes before me
Time granted little advantage Maybe my heart was void and emaciated? No matter the time or day permitted, I never saw them clearly...
Did I find your ghost alive in well? Moving silently in the park, so unmistakeably you I shut my eyes and tried not to think of you Because I know that I can't look away
Where did the shine in those jewels go? Why did your voice begin to echo in the past?
Why was I given the chance to capture all there was of you? Impossible as it was to see through your hard pressed image Dimly in dreams are your soothing words with me Awake in my bed, still seeing your emerald eyes before me
Time granted little advantage Maybe my heart was void and emaciated? No matter the time or day permitted, I never saw them clearly...
Your emerald eyes...
Forever Blue
The stars out of touch continue their mockery Marking that point in our lives like an anniversary Ingrained in me, my throat as I repeat your name
Remember how the full moon unfolded I held on pathetically until it crumbled to dust Wishing that you did not have to leave But you left saying, "Do you think that we could ever be?"
Let the sea flow back to the sky and the clouds obscure it all I can't seem to escape that still frame in my mind Tossing and turning at the stars' endless laughter
The reels replay how we met on that crowded street Always in the end, you killed me with those final words The wheels stopped long enough for me to see the colour of your eyes Restrained in me, my heart aches whenever I see it
Let the sea flow back to the sky and the clouds obscure it all I can't seem to escape that still frame in my mind Tossing and turning at the stars' endless laughter
Emerald dancers waver below embers of topaz Everything changed when you took with you your brilliant blue We don't remember, but we vowed never to forget
Gothic Beauty
Anata no imeji ha, shokudai ni terasa re te Subete no kyoei shin ni kakoma re te
Your image lit by a candelabrum Surrounded by every vanity
Nani ga de te sagashi te iru you ni tsumetai me desu ka? Te I nai node, subete de, samu sa dake de mo ni fukushi te no joutai de touketsu
What are those cold eyes searching out? Not so cold at all, frozen in state of mourning
Higeki teki na kuusou o oufuku Anata no me no sen de shadou Shiruetto kara mau shikkoku no kami Anata no kuchibiru ha fujou na songen
Reciprocating tragic fantasies Shadowed by the lines of your eyes With raven hair fluttering from a silhouette Your lips dyed in unholy sanctity
Niku no haka toshite shin de Sono odayaka na tacchi de modot te satsuei
With flesh lifeless as a tomb Taken back by its gentle touch
Sagashidashi te odayaka na yubisaki ha nani desu ka? Te I nai node, subete no nochi, shisha dake de kurayami no naka de inot te
What are your placid fingertips searching out? Not so dead after all, praying in the darkness
Higeki teki na mousou o oufuku Tashika ni yoru tsukura Anata no hanashi ha takumi ni reshou o kakushi ta Anata no kuchibiru ha, kokutan no iroai ni mamire te
Reciprocating tragic delusions Fashioned by the night indeed Your story cleverly hid by a sneer Your lips smeared with a tint of ebony
Harlot's Prayer
Watashi ha kanzen de ha nai dare ga iu koto ga deki masu ka? Tandeki to watashi no kappuobafuro Yorokobi o zessan shite I ta to yopparai Shikashi, watashi no kokoro no mondai ga mada shukketsu…
Who can say I am not full? My cup overflows with indulgence Drunken with adoring pleasures Yet my heart's issue still bleeds...
Kou no hamekomi kusai ha watashi to issho ni nokot te Ooku no houmon sha ni kyouyuu kimyou na ai Karera no donyoku na yokubou ga hiiro no kinu inai ni harame
The inset smell of incense remains with me A strange love shared with many a visitor Their lustful desires entwined within scarlet silk
Watashi ha sorezore no soushoku de keiryou gozen shi tai ga mitsukari mashi ta Seishoku tanitsu no kin ha omoi futan to nat te iru Watashi ha namida o kakushi te iru shinku to kousui Tomiei o miyabut ta Omoiyari no aru yubi de sorera o toresu
I am weighed by each adornment and found wanting A single gold weaving is a heavy burden I have hid my tears in crimson and perfume But you saw through Tracing them with a sympathetic finger
Karera ha jibun no namae de watashi de ha nai yobidasu Shitagatte, kono karada o toru
They call me by a name not my own So take this body
Geijutsu sakuhin…utsukushi sa ha, saigo no koto ha deki mase n ne! Dakara ika se te I nai
Like a work of art...beauty cannot last So don't let go
Watashi ha chikai to gin san to kono shintai o akirame ta Ima, watashi ha anata no kibou to watashi no tamashii o ataeru
I gave this body up with oaths and silver Now I give you my soul with hope
Yamiyo no teikyou o yakusoku Dakara, watashi no hontou no ai o watashi o jouka
A moonless night offers promise So sanctify me, my truest love
Heavenly Air
Hakuchou ga konpeki no sora o ume tsukushi ta toshite mi te mizuumi no teishi kanketsu ni Kaze ha toumei na hyoumen no ue ni aka to kiniro no ha o jisshu Natsukashii okan ga de zettai jouken no basho ni watashi o kaesu Watashi ha mouchido anata no kao o mi te me o tojiru
Stopping briefly by the lake, watching as swans filled a cerulean sky A breeze carried red and golden leaves onto the transparent surface Nostalgic chills return me to a de rigueur place I close my eyes to see your face once more
Opun ea no anata no magire mo nai koe o kaesu… Your unmistakable voice returns on the open air... Sonogo, modot te kit a toshite mizuumi no Atari de watashi ha anata o Sanshou shite kudasai Ichimoku de saibu no satsuei de ha naku, ichi do ga tenmetsu shita Aa, kono you na kanashimi ha, shinshutsu Shikashi, anata no kibou ni michi ta, suzushii soyokaze ni kujikeru koto dat ta shisen
At the lake's edge I see you as you were back then Taking in every detail at a glance, not once did you blink Oh, such sadness you exuded But your hopeful gaze was undeterred by a cool zephyr
Anata no te no burashi de ha, sora ga futatsu ni bunkatsu Mizunoue ni kaze ga kamigata o kaijo Watashi ha nai te tomeru koto ga deki nakat ta, wareware ha kono you na mijikai jikan o sugoshi mashi ta Watashi ha watashi no naka de taisetsu ni shita anata no tenshi no kotoba
With a brush of your hand, the sky splits in two Above the waters the wind lifted you upward I could not stop crying, we had such a short time Your angelic words I have cherished within me
Watashi ha anata no furue te kata ni uwagi o yasun da you ni, anata ha watashi ni nat te Anata no me ha mada kanashimi no kanzen na anata ha odayaka ni “watashi ha tengoku o mi ta koto ga nai†to nobe ta
As I rested my coat over your shivering shoulders, you turned to me Your eyes still full of sadness you gently said, "I have never seen Heaven"
Anata ga sa re te I ta watashi no yubi no nokori no bubun o jikkou suru to, onaji no kaze ga kisu hoo Running my fingers rest where yours had been, a familiar breeze kisses my cheek Anata no te no burashi de ha, sora ga futatsu ni bunkatsu Mizunoue ni kaze ga kamigata o kaijo Watashi ha nai te tomeru koto ga deki nakat ta, wareware ha kono you na mijikai jikan o sugoshi mashi ta Watashi ha watashi no naka de taisetsu ni shita anata no tenshi no kotoba
With a brush of your hand, the sky splits in two Above the waters the wind lifted you upward I could not stop crying, we had such a short time Your angelic words I have cherished within me
Tengoku no kuuki chuu ni sorera o kurikaeshi…
Repeating them into the heavenly air...
Hikari no Yuki
Waki ni yuri se zu, shinkeishou ga yuukan na Shinpi teki na mirai ni mae, boku ha nani kao yosoku deki masen let ha to kugi dake boku no mubou na pasu o hour
I brave the neurosis without swaying aside To the mysterious future ahead, I can't foretell anything Let tooth and nail carve my reckless path
Byouga mitsu aka de mottomo amai kaori Boku ha, saigo no warutsu de onajimi no kage no naka no heya no yousui Kono kanashimi ga watashi no shoukan ni nari masu
The nectar drawn red with a fragrance most sweet Pumping the chambers inside me, the last waltz with the familiar shadows This grief will be my redemption
Boku no kokoro o kousa shi, fuyou na shudan otsuujite no namida Dakara moshi boku ha furikaeru desu ka? Subete no mae ni mi te kit a Boku no namida, kuchibue no kaze to samu sa de nagai shishou kansou ga ari masen
Cross my heart and tear through the gratuitous means So what if I look back? I've seen it all before My tears have dried in the whistling wind, and the cold no longer stings
Saichou no dansu o shuuryou suru ni ichi tsu no saishuu doraggu Boku ha riyuu ni koru bakku ha tsuki ni shiroi hada o burendo shi masu Shikashi, boku no mae ni mouichido, ki ga kurut ta you ni resu o suru ni ha, boku no kokoro no genin
One last drag before we end the longest dance My pale skin blends into the moon, calling me back to reason But your before me again, causing my heart to race madly
Muimi na bara ibara nashi toshite Anata no ha no fukai boku nise no risou to tomoni shizumu Hi ga hoboru mae ni boku o shukketsu shi masu Umarekawaru kaiketsu ni chokumen shi tai no desu ga
Pointless as roses without thorns Sink your teeth in deep along with my false ideals Bleed me before the sun rises I want to face it with reborn resolve
Anata no atataka sa dake ga nokotte I masu Monosugoku suki dare Kinou ni kisu o fuku Ashita, yakusoku o kaishishi masu
Boku ha yakusoku o rikoushi masu
Only your warmth is left The one whom I love so much I blow a kiss to yesterday Tomorrow begins the promise
I will fulfill my promise to you
Ichi Nin no Kage o Aruku
Kore ha, watashi ha anata ga kurayami no naka de ikasu koto ga mitsukari mashita shi te it a Namida no kasuka ni ha, watashi ni fure te, jibun ha watashi no ude no naka de satsuei se te Anata ha mada ai o shinji te nai baai ha,†watashi ha modotte byouga suru toiu Shikashi, anata ga ika se te ora zu, watashi ga suru koto o nozon de i nai
It was then I found you wallowing in the darkness The glimmering of your tears touched me and you let yourself be taken in my arms You asked "Can I not remain here?" as if you knew "Not if you still believe in love" I said drawing back But you did not let go and I did not want you to
Watashi ha anata no me no shiru ni ukan de itami o tomonau kako mi ta arasoi no kaze ga fuku youni natta toshite no watashi tachi no jikan ha owatta Watashi ha subete no hito o hanarete miru koto ga dekinai Watashi ha ika sete orazu, anata ga watashi o nozon de i nai
I saw the painful past floating on the seals of your eyes Our time was over as the winds of strife began to blow I could not see you off all alone I did not let go and you did not want me to
Wareware ha totemo buaisou kaigi go no o wakare o iu koto ga deki nakat ta Koko de ha anata no kokoro no seikatsu no hibana usugurai o hogo suru Ima anata no kizu no kara, wareware ha naku daro u issho ni, watashi no mono desu
We could not say goodbye so brusquely after meeting Here in your heart protecting the dim spark of life From now on your hurt is mine, together we will cry
Wareware ha ryouhou no hi o egao suru toki ha...â€
"We both will smile the day when..."
Wareware ha, sono totsuzen no kaidan go sayonara o iu koto ga deki mase n deshi ta Koko de ha anata no kokoro no seikatsu no hibana usugurai o hogo suru Ima anata no yokorobi ni kara, watashi tachi ha issho ni, egao de watashi ga iru
We could not say goodbye so abruptly after meeting Here in your heart protecting the dim spark of life From now on your joy is mine, together we will smile
-Nanashi-
Inu
Tenmetsu shite iru hiya kan kou sei gata waku, yurameku makka na yoru no bikon Paisu eisei ga miryoku no sakebi kashitsu tainai ni shintou himei o ageru Subete ore ga koware te I masu ne, ore ha ichido manzoku shite I ta anata no ikkan toshite, Ima, ore ha jimen ni mo, subete jibun jishin o motte Choudo anata no furueru kao de jibun o ushinau
A cold steel form flashing, a beacon in the wavering crimson night The pierced moons scream seeps into the body, drowning out alluring cries Everything I am is corrupted; I was once content as part of you Now I bring all, even myself, to the ground Just to lose myself in your trembling face
Meka no te ni wareware no ketsueki no modori o shiyou Ore no ai ha, hokori no akai fuujin kakushi sare Ore ha kisu saishuu to muryou to nari masu
Let our lifeblood return to the maker's hands My love is spirited away by the dusty red wind I will only be free with the final kiss
Kurimuzon heiro fuutou ore tachi no saigo saiyou ushinawa re kanjou o sosogu Anata no jinsei no saigo no bitto o non de anata no koe ga kaze ni bunsan shimasu Ore tachi ni kakikomi tsuki aki ni ha kono ririsu de ha ureshi sou na ore shimasu
The crimson halo envelopes our last embrace, pouring out emotions thought lost Drinking the last bit of your life, your voice disperses in the wind As we fall into the burning moon, only in this release am I joyful
Meka no te ni wareware no ketsueki no modori o shiyou Boku no ai ha, hokori no akai fuujin kakushi sare Boku ha kisu saishuu to muryou to nari masu
Let our lifeblood return to the maker's hands My love is spirited away by the dusty red wind I will only be free with the final kiss
Boku tachi ha moe te tsuki ni ochiiru you ni, kono ririsu nomi de boku ha ureshi sou desu Boku tachi ha touji ha, chikaku ni boku tachi no kioku de kaisai sareta omoidasu koto ga nai baai
If we never relive those days held close in our memories, Accept this fragment of truth, hidden in drowned eyes
Meka no te ni wareware no ketsueki no modori o shiyou Akiraka ni ame no naka de seisei sareta sorezre no tsumi ha, Boku ha anata ni motome rareru mono o sagasu
Let our lifeblood return to the maker's hands Each sin purified in the clear rain, Finding what I sought in you
-Senza-
Kieru
Looking right through without a second glance Reflecting the emptiness inside, so I drew a heart Maybe you could see me then and now I'm alive If that's just an illusion, I at least want to be
The shadow lost in the crowd I can't find you Holding onto the nights you were next to me Even though I know they had never been
Bold enough to reach for your firm hand I slipped straight through and lost control You might have stopped had I called out My extended, ravaged arm is the only scream I can make
Out of sight and out of mind Left on the outskirts of your peripheral view Who will eventually vanish?
The ghost of my lingering sentiments I can't find you Wanting those nights you were near to me Even though I know they can never be
The shadow lost in the crowd I can't find you Holding onto the nights you were next to me Even though I know they had never been
-Joshua & Nanashi-
Kiss To End The World
Without a voice left intact I still sing my song for you Death cannot withstand these words Reaching beyond the door Reflecting the false reality
The monotone wind bearing my slipping voice Kiss me sweetly to numb the pain
Remain in reach from those that pry For your liberating touch My eyes are still fixed on you
Be not silent Fear nothing in the world Within words meant for more Hold the kiss until pain is no more
Within words meant for more Hold the kiss until pain is no more
-Joshua & Nanashi-
Lightning Pulse
You look satisfied in the kinetic heat Glistening skin pulling the late night on The current dragging up my spine Renew my static drive
Your body thunders through my core Our pounding hearts urging for it now In you Through me I need to feel the lightning
Thick auras under a spell of finality Chanted between each heavy breath Summoned with a yearning finger For the sweetest honey
Give in, give now It’s over when it’s over
Your body can’t resist the vibration high Quivering wet lips sign the time In you Through me I need to feel your pulse
Repose to sultry frailty Soothed by a last release In you Through me I feel your lightning pulse
I need your lightning pulse
I need your lightning pulse
-Joshua-
Nanashi
Kyacchi yuuga sa to samui no kan Aa, kono shinjin fukai, nazo mei ta jittai ha nani desu ka? Ai ha, sore ha watashi ga shitte iru to negate I masu yuiitsu no busshitsu de aru Anata ha, watashi no hisan sa o rikai suru hitsuyou ga ari masu ka baka no furi?
Caught between elegance and chivalry Ah, what is this pious, enigmatic entity? Love, it is the only substance I know and hope to have You must understand my misery so why the pretense of daft?
Genjitsu no utsukushi sa to waisetsu to funmatsu no sakusei Watashi ha kono shikku na, watashi no fuan to matomo na you ni doresuappu Ai ha, hotondo no shin no…anata nashi de sa reru koto ha ari mase n to Watashi ni mokuteki o ataeru
Creation of a reality powdered with beauty and obscenity I only dress this chic to be decent with my insecurities Give me purpose with love most true...You will never be without
Musume ha jigoku ni umare, houki Aa, aijou to houkou to shawa Maa, kono you na roji no kuchibiru kara hatsuwa… Koto ha kakushin no kokoro no direness de watashi o shippai
Daughter born into perdition and abandon Ah, showering you with affection and direction Dear, an utterance from such rosy lips... Words fail in the direness of a crux heart
Anata ha unmei ni kousoku sa reru unmei no ito o hodoku koto ha deki masu ka? Watashi ha ao no nyuuwa no kamen geki no iroai o tsutaeru Ai ha, hotondo no shin no…anata nashi de sa reru koto ha ari mase n to Watashi ni mokuteki o ataeru
Can you untie my threads of fate bound by destiny? I only convey a meekness masked shades of blue Give me purpose with love most true...You will never be without
Genjitsu no utsukushi sa to waisetsu to funmatsu no sakusei To watashi ni mokuteki o atae te…anata nashi de sa reru koto ari mase n Itoshi te pokanto shi te
Creation of a reality powdered with beauty and obscenity Give me purpose with agape love...You will never be without
-Nanashi-
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Dwell I must on this side of the wall Under shadows drawn down for your sake If this body could be the well of everything you detest Gladly, I would watch you fly away on moonlit wings Forever remembering the first time you smiled
Hold these thoughts of you close and never forget Your the one held most dear In your broken heart I am near Let each scar vanish...with me...ever forever
Trying to hold you higher than the sinking world Between heaven and earth to shine as the sun Today I listened to you laughter with the autumn breeze Standing beneath the shade of your moonlit wings Never forgetting the day we said our sad goodbye
Closer than ever before, beyond my distant reach You are so near, so dear, nothing seems to matter
Hold these dreams of you close and never wake Your the one held most dear Far away, yet in my heart you're near Let each scar vanish...and believe...ever forever
In your broken heart I am near Let each scar vanish...with me...ever forever
-Nanashi-
Never Far From Me...
If I had never loved you, I would not be ready to say goodbye Holding you close in my shaking arms, I can feel you pull away As you slowly fall into shadows for the last time I can't stop whispering your name
Even if it means I will never see you again, I say farewell To set you free is all I dream So I reach out for the darkness to take hold Then your empty eyes come to life as I disappear
You can never be far enough from me All that you keep inside, will I take even to death Forever my dearest child as you cut me away Because in the end, I promised you would be mine
If I stay any longer tonight, I would lose you forever The one who loved me is slowly turning back But even should I stay here, only the morning will greet you My love will always be waiting where your safe
Why do I smile while you tear through the last of me? In a distant sky, a better place, I'll know your reason then
You were never far from me To see you alive once more is what I wanted
Now reach out to me and the past is erased between us So I can stare into you and see eternity
-Nanashi-
Parchment
I am still breathing inside my wrecked soul There is just enough room to write this letter Yet without words in which to say to you
The present hold you, not the past Live for today and believe in tomorrow A rainbow hid in the shroud of the storm I could not wait, see it for me...drop the blade
You are still grieving with a broken soul Holding yourself together only barely Till not even you recognize what is left
Pain and gray will bring the rain I only see red but it's enough To let it all out this way
The present holds you, not the past Live for today and believe in tomorrow A rainbow hid in the shroud of the storm I could not see, remember for me...wipe your eyes
Let the ink dry in this pen grown cold With permanent love and smile Unaging with words of devotion
Pain and gray will bring the rain I only see red but it is enough To pain the colour of your hear
I am still breathing...for you Just enough to say...your name
-Joshua-
Puppeteer
Your someone come across by chance A pitiable source of compassion Someone I can hold and try to make my own I can't shape you like your shaping me A viper taking hold, sucking out the soul You became someone I didn't know Like a person I used to hate I wish you were someone in my dreams You'd never tire of this love I was someone like all the others A broken toy for a childish game Somehow I tried to find a way into you I can't hate you like you hate me A leper taking hold, rotting away the comfort zone Together even growing old Like those people thought a fantasy I wish you were someone in my dreams You'd never want to walk away Dangling like a puppet All these things are meant to break
-Joshua-
Rebirth
Boku o kuroru suru toki ni atsui hokori tsume no shita de chakujitsu ni Kouchiku shi masu Subete o jikuuke sora o mo Mohaya, chiheisen ni note arashi o kenshutsu Shikashi, chikyuu o utau mae ni boku ha saisho no tameiki o kiku
Thick dust steadily builds under nail as I crawl With everything, even the sky, bearing down No longer sensing the storm riding the horizon But I hear the first sigh before the earth sings
Namida bachi hapu no oto o hajimeru Boku ha tengoku to chikyuu no shinsei na merodi o kiku you ni
Tears begin to fall with the sound of plucked harps As I listen to heaven and earth's sacred melody
Kono you na yuutsu na iitsutae ha, ringingu Kimi no kyoku ha kono wagamama na tamashii o kakikaeru koto ga deki masu ka? Kyojaku na debaisu o koe te ka ni seimei o ataeru
Such melancholy lore ringing, Can your song renew this wayward soul? Give life to conundrums beyond my frail device
Boku no fukisoku na niku, futan o ruakuraku anshin Ao, euphoric shifuku ni odayaka ni nomikon da Boku no yuiitsu no kibou o magirasu ni boku no hai no juuten Arekuruu sora kara saigo no tameiki o kiku
My ragged flesh relieved the burden, so effortlessly Swallowed into blue, lulled into euphoric bliss Filling my lungs to drown my only hope And I hear the last sigh from the raging sky
Nuime ni sunappu shita moji retsu no otode sekai o bunkatsu shi masu Boku ha tengoku to chikyuu no shinsei na merodi o kiku you ni
The world splits at the seams with the sound of snapped strings As I listen to heaven and earth's sacred melody
Kousha no ame de, semai houhou otsuujite o motarashita Kimi no odayaka na egao de, anata no ude ni haishin
Brought through the narrow way in latter rain Delivered into your arms, under your gentle smile
Kono you na yuutsu na iitsutae ha, ringingu Kanashii kyoku kono wagamama na tamashii o koushin suru kotoga deki masu ka? Kyojaku na debaisu o koe te ka ni seimei o ataeru
Such melancholy lore ringing, Can your sad song renew this wayward soul? Give life to conundrums beyond my frail device
Kono you na youki na iitsutae ha, ringingu Kono hourou no sou, youji no uta o koushin shi masu Boku jishin no kyojaku na rikai o koe te seikatsu o atae
Such merry lore ringing, Your infant song renews this wandering soul Given life beyond my own frail understanding
-Joshua-
Requiem
In the aftermath of your love I fall to ruin My rusty tears spread into the fabric of existence Slipping through time's fissure as grains of sand
I can fight this grief with all my might A reflection of you shatters my fragile heart Crying without a voice left intact, because the truth is I can no longer see you
The dismal eventide grows stale with dismay Was it always coloured in dim shades of madness? You bring me serenity and regret entwined
It would be worthwhile If you could still love
I flee from the unrelenting memories of you My fragile heart shatters in the deserted silence Calling out to you again in vain, because the truth is I can no longer hold you
Your tears where as fine pearls I can still feel them streaming down my cheek We smiled in that last moment without knowing why
let the pain overtake me as a dying wind The silence deafening in this unwelcome solitude Trying to blame God for my suffering, because the truth is I am without you
I can no longer have you...
-Nanashi & Senza-
Shadow Heart
Reach out and put your arms around me It the night take me in I'll reach into shadow and take your hand Come out Don't live in the dark
Can you feel your heart in knots Go on without saying and don't regret I'll find what shines the light on you
Reach out from behind and hold me In the night I'll bring you warmth I'll reach into shadow and take your hand Your heart Don't live in the dark
Your voice can stop the pain Drawing closer to your obscure ache Pulling you out and see your smile... Come out from the night
Hold onto this moment with me In the night take me in I'll reach into shadows and take your hand Come out Don't live in the dark
Not now, don't hide away from me This night it'll be alright I'll reach into you and hold your heart Right now Come into the light
-Nanashi-
Shirokawa
Seiza ga kagayaku kawa de mizuabi Asa no hoshi ga anata no shikai kara mashi sa reru to Taiyou ga san no ougon no foresuto zentai no nagare o bimu Ooku no baai, watashi ha kaze nitasuru anata no dansu o mi te kensaku Anata no kagayaku kami o odayaka na egao no ukabu abake
The constellations bathe in a shimmering river As the morning star is loosed from your sight The sun's golden beams stream throughout the forest Often I find myself watching you dance against the breeze Revealing your glowing hair floating about a serene smile
Nomi shin no naka de hosou haichi mono ni watashi o tsure te iki nasai Sore ha tsumari, subete o koe te iru toki ni koko de, mondai de ha nai Kore de anata ha yume no naka nit a no sekai
Take me to those places only paved by your mind It doesn't matter where, when it is all beyond words Into the other world in which you dream
Anata ni watashi ha tsuneni baindo ga genjitsu ni kaisai sa re masu Sore o kakuso u to shite iru to, watashi ha tsugi no koto ga deki nai tokoro kara tadayou shisen Anata ga iku you ni nani o erabu ka watashi no akogare no baai nomi haaku suru koto ga dekiru Juubun ni sugu ni mo watashi ha kawara nu sora ni nage te i masu
To you I will always be the bind holding to reality Trying to hide it, your gaze drifts off where I can't follow My longing can only grasp for what you choose to let go Soon enough even I am cast into the abiding sky
Anata no kioku kara kaihou sa reru sorera no basho ni misute rare ta Sore ha ichi tsu ha, hito ha tsuneni oboe te iru daro u ga, ima demo juuyou de ha ari mase n Wiru tsuneni, anata aga nemuru chi de mat te iru
Abandoned to those places freed from your memory It doesn't matter even now, when the one who will always remember Will always be waiting in the land in which you sleep
Anata no tooi tacchi no hakana sa o omoidashi te kurushin de Watashi ga kanjiru koto ga dekiru no ha anata no kiniro no me kara, shitei sa re ta atataka sa
Struggling to recall the evanescence of your distant touch All I can feel is the warmth given from your golden eyes
Jikan no yami no naka ni sora ni sorera no basho ni shigamitsuku Kore ha, tooku o miru you na hikari o mi te, ima de ha nai, mou mondai de ha nai Kako no hahen no ue eien ni odoru
Clinging to those places emptied into the darkness of time It doesn't matter anymore, not now, watching the faraway light Dancing forever above the shards of past
-Nanashi-
Strained
Better to keep the anguish as a dormant seething I can never hurt you with what really matters Passing over happiness and nights spent in tears Nothing kills me more than being dead inside
Would you call when all seems lost? Craving affections as if it were life, sustenance Your arms dangle from the barbwire cross As martyred dreams drip from your palms
Relinquish secrets come as an insurmountable downpour I catch them in my wide eyes, setting them free and left unsaid Readying the noose of sacrifice for the willing
Ignore the whispers of the world, claim thy identity Open gates of awareness, embrace thy true self Leave the scarred vessel in the depths of reality
Better to live this moment than remain bridled to death Your happiness was only a shadow, you still smiled for me I will be with you through it all Bearing my goodbye kiss as we depart Night returns rest to your sleepless sorrows
-Joshua-
The Rose
Falling into your cradled arms gently A rose sheltered so long, clutched to your chest Each thorn bringing a strange comfort Your scarlet blood returns me to life
No reassuring ease was given when you needed And still, you learned how all on your own Finding refuge in each torn petal, it plants its roots deep in your heart You know more than before that neither of us will let go
Untainted, unshaken Together your smiling Continue until the hour of rejuvenation In your undying devotion forever blooming The scarred plain becomes a field of roses
Your weakness becomes vigilance Your sadness yields to joy In you I find sanctity In me you find faith
As long as this bond holds us we will never loose what’s gained
Unbroken, unquestioning Together comes the dawn Realizing that very hour has arrived In your undying devotion forever blooming The revived world will always call out to you
-Joshua & Nanashi-
Thoughts In Abyss
I lie here believing in the frailty that overcomes me What did I wake up for, were you waiting for me? No matter how used to the dark I get your intentions are still unclear Your eyes glow now, set up me and my body fails once again... As my voices starts to leave me I repeat what I hoped would reach you
Your strange love no longer holds me, I am already hiding within the shell I dreamed I was standing in a field of chrysanthemum and could not find you Smiling while tears ran down my cheeks, what is this loneliness I feel? No longer able to trust myself with the smallest emotion I scream that cursed prayer into the stained sky with all my might
Why have you come this time with only the shadows? Come to take back the memories that continually drag me down? Why do you speak so gently with a fire in your eyes? Will you deliver me to a paradise empty as I am?
Why have you come this night with only your twisted affection? Can you stop the bleeding that began the day I lost feeling? Why do you run your icy daggers through my hair so tenderly? Will I go to that place in my dreams without your memory?
Your eyes see what is left after the numbing ache takes over No longer trusting the one I knew will return from the abyss
Why have you made me as void as you? Will you drain me finally of what is barely living? Why do I let you bring me back each time I try to run? Will I see the light which eludes me every time?
Why can't I embrace the sun and return this coil to dust? Can you give birth again and remember I am not yet dead? Why is it I hate to love, laugh? Why enjoy the pain, rain forever falling Can I be loved so deeply that I could never dare escape?
-Nanashi & Senza-
Trans-God/ess
Niku o imejide namaiki no megami Kami no riyuu no nakani ha, kare no sensu o ushinatte shimatta Nani o mite irushi, nani o kanji rareru ha icchi shimasen Hahaoya no konran no naka kara mo seijou Subete no kanjou o ikusei shimasu Keji o rikai shimasu
Goddess of flesh impertinent in your image God of reason has lost his sense of being What is seen and what is felt do not coincide Mother the chaos known so well from inside Foster every sentiment Internalize the cage
Odayaka na moushibun Kakoku na aramu Mira no gimon o datsuzei Hadaka no shinjitsu Anata ha kanojo ga kare no warikomi ga, kao no kao o mite i masu Hito Ha tetsu to nendo to kekkon suru kotoga deki masu
A gentle reproach A harsh reminder The naked truth evading the mirror of doubt I have seen her face but his interrupts the visage Who can marry iron and clay
Shiva soubou o hakai suru youni nari masu Iesu o shuppatsu, tamashii o hozon suru ni ha Subete no kannou teki na shikou o sokushin shi masu Ikari o rikai shimasu
Shiva comes to destroy the countenance Jesus departs to save the soul Foster every sensual thought Internalize the rage
-Nanashi-
Viktoria
Pressing a smooth finger against my lifeless lips I left my corpse twisted on the soaked ground An aching pulse returns breath to my mortuary tomb
Your ephemeral body eclipses the moon Every curve at every step, yours until the end of time
Bittersweet with nothing to hide I can sense the frozen flame inside Crawling toward my only salvation Trapped within wicked temptation
Velvet clutched tight in your straining grasp My corrupted soul amiss as the crimson sea parts A fulfilled shout echoes, flowing in my veins
Devil sweet with nothing to lose Afraid to touch the frozen flame in you Leaping toward my only freedom Unloosed by your cruel intentions
Bittersweet in your immoral game Wrapped together in our unusual charade Devil sweet succubus in immortal frame Drinking the faulty love that you bleed
You are in my blood intoxicating me, Tasting it on your fingertips
-Joshua, Nanashi & Senza-
Waiting In The Dark
Wait, why are you going down that way? Don't you see that's where they go astray? Come with me, and don't you cry I will lead you through the night
Hey, why are your eyes so blue? I missed you, you've been missing from my dreams don't leave me, it's not safe on your own I'll show you your true home
Open your heart to me I'll be there all the way Give me the hurt, darling I'll send it all away, I'll burn it all away It's alright
Pray until the dark has gone don't open your eyes I'm right by your side tonight
Say, weren't we made to be? If we try hard, we can be so happy so take me; from now on we'll be one you're the only one I want
Give all your love to me Trust me with everything Show me the scars, baby I’ll send them all away, I'll kiss them all away It's alright Your mine
Ah, lost in the rain again Ah, running so far away Ah, this time I'l be there
Give me your everything Fate, hate, and misery Waiting for you, darling I'll send it all away, I'll take it all away
Open your heart to me I’ll give you all of me Please don't let go, baby We'll start life all again, We'll start life all again It's alright Your mine Don't cry
-Joshua-
WATER
Abating in the mirrors of my eyes This little room, this tiny pillow can hold no more tears Their shallow voices seep beneath the cracks Where is that distant lull coming from? I can hear her past the misty forest
Your voice is calling
Calling out to me above A crystal cool embrace drawing me into The womb that will not abandon
Hold me as a child like the memories on the wall My elated smile has all but faded, and you... Worn away forever except in my heart Their shadows can't find me so I make my way to you
Your voice is calling Calling out just for me A calm embrace drawing me into The womb that will not abandon
Ravens watch from the water's edge And shrunken hands cross the rippling mirage In your warm bosom we leave it all behind And the darkness fades to light
Your voice calling Calling out to me with love Our reunion at last, within the womb that will not abandon
-Nanashi-
Weiz Cruz
Kekkan no aru sakusei to teki Wagamama na kodomo no nai tanjun na kyuusai o hikikae Boku no atama o mochiagete ryouhou boku no kakikomi no mabuta no kisu Hifu to kanetsu seidou no you ni kagayaku Boku ha anata no yasashii egao o tsukutte miru
A flawed creation and enemy Redeeming your wayward child no simple remedy You lift my head and kiss both my burning eyelids With skin shining like heated bronze I try to make out your tender smile
Piasu tode chuudan sareta kuuki Wakare no kotoba no uch yurushi data Chi to mizu no oba furo o shitsuyou nadatta Yorokobi to kanashimi no namida
Pierced through and suspended in air Among your parting words was forgiveness The overflow of blood and tears was relentless Weeping with joy and sadness
Shiro toshite joushou shite, sekai no shoumei no mama o kurosu shimasu Boku ha chakujitsu nime o hanasu shiyou ga tebanasu kotoha deki masen Boku o sukoshi nagaku ougon no kao o miru kotoga deki masu Yakusoku shite I nai tebanasu koto ni boku no kokoro o keoru
As the white cross keeps rising, lighting the world I steadily try to look away but can't let go Let me see your golden face a little longer I cross my heart, promising not to let go
Shiro toshite joushou shite, sekai no shoumei no mama o kurosu shimasu Boku ha boku jishin houhou o mitsukeru koto o kokoromiru tsumazuku Ooku no jikan o aisuru kao o miru dake?
As the white cross keeps rising, lighting the world I stumble trying to find my own way to you Just to see your loving face on more time...
Shiro toshite joushou shite, sekai no shoumei no mama o kurosu shimasu Boku ha kesshite boku ha ika sete deki nai tame ni kensaku o teishi shimasu
As the white cross keeps rising, lighting the world I will never stop searching because I can't let go Open my eyes once more, even for a little while I cross my heart, promising not to let go
-Joshua & Nanashi-
Winter Sleep
Sore ga taki no you ni tsumetai to chinmoku no naka de uzumore Kesshite jidai o choutsu shita yume no you ni owaruâ
Cold and buried in silence as it falls Never ending like the timeless dream...
Ketsueki to karada no nokori no bubun no sono basho o hakken shitta Kuro bara ha awai hikari de shinu Soshite, sorezore no ao budou no ki ha mohaya atataka sa o motome te Watashi ha neru shika shi, watashi ha anata ga shiro no hanten no shitade utagoe ga kikoe te kuru
Blood and body have found their place of rest The black rose dies from the pale light And each blue vine no longer seeks any warmth Yet as I sleep, I hear you singing under specks of white
Re suturesu â chuuten mo, sekai ha watashi no mawari ni tadayou Yoru ha kanashi ronriharu no sakebi Reitou shin de I nai, watashi no me ha kaze no naka de moyasu Mahi no seikatsu ni, rairakku, hoi ` denshi bari no kaori
Restless still, the world drifts around me Lonely howls stirring the night's sad cries Frozen not dead, my eyes burn in the wind Numb to life, a lilac rosà with scent of pall
Sore ga taki no you ni tsumetai to chinmoku no naka de uzumore Kesshite jidai o chouetsu shita yume no you ni owaru Anata no mottomo kurai suto rando ha, jikan o keshi saru ni nokoru To besupazu ha mohaya sonzai shinai
Cold and buried in silence as it falls Never ending like the timeless dream Your darkest strands linger to blot out time And vespers no longer exist
Kuroten garasubari no bijon to kisu suru akuma o awaremu uta Konkyo no nai, muda no negai kara tsuyakeshi Sore made kankaku ochi ni natte mizunoawa ni matte kudasai Heiwa to ha, anata no kimera watashi nokori susumi mase n
Fallen to a sable kiss with glazed vision Frosted over from a vain, vain wish Waiting till the senses wane into naught Peaceful as it is, your chimera won't let me rest
Soredemo, wandarando dorifuto o shizuka na Sora no yoru ni kodoku na koe o yobidasu Watashi no ude no chikaku, byouga deki nai shin de, mada seikatsu Mahi shi, fuku daitouryou, rairakku nigai ai kara rozewain
Quiet still, the wonderland drifts off Lonely voices call the moon to an empty night Living yet dead, my arms can't draw you near Numb and vice, a lilac rosà bitter from love
Samu sa to sore ga teika suru to chinmoku no maisou Owari no nai yume no you ni, jidai o koe ta Anata no mottomo kurai suto rando jikan o kesu tame ni nokoru Daga ga sonza shi
Cold and buried in silence as it falls Never ending like the timeless dream Your darkest strands linger to blot out time And vespers no longer exist
-Senza-
This post has been edited by Nanashi: May 7 2011, 07:45 PM
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
The unexpended voice testifying my distinction I regain my former identity Detained by the knowledge of impending extinction I am my humility
Traversing the stream of brief travail Even so, Far too intriguing to be unintended And so, Each moment is defined with design
Gnawed through by the deteriorating cancer My pain euphoric Yet my life shines all the brighter
I am prepared Waiting... Believing... You will be there with brilliance It is not over It has only just begun
Slipping from the thin thread of conscious habitation Embedding my prayers into a lone memory A far away image
I am prepared Impatient... Faithful... You will take me in Even when I die You will always have me
I am Waiting Faithful With brilliance Taken in Not yet over Even in death Far away Always with you
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
Entangled in my illustrious web Once you've been caught, forever to be a slave To desires Surfacing in your nervous disposition It is lamentable your predicament But madness will drive you to sin
Boku no kagayakashii kumo no su ni makikoma ichi do ha , eien ni , sur“bu ni kyacchi shi te ki ta yokubou anata shinkeishitsu ni fujou nagekawashii de ha anata no kukyou shikashi , kyouki , tsumi o doraibu shi masu .
How deadly one can be when provoked Unfortunately, what holds the mind Binds the body Enjoy your time as my entertainment I already predicted you wanted it from the very start Given away by a heaving chest
chimei teki na 1 tsu o hikiokoshi ta toki ni suru koto ga deki masu dono you ni zannen nagara , nani no kokoro o hoji shi masu . karada o baindo shi masu . boku no goraku toshite no jikan o tanoshimu bokui ha sudeni , hijou ni saisho kara kibou no yosoku namiutsu mune o atae
With vice, play nice
baisu ha , subarashii saisei shi masu .
Fight the urge try to break free You will find my snare is not easily loosened Save your pride for tomorrow Pretend then you were not the Black Widow's treat
muryou kyuukei shiyo u shoudou to tatakau bokui no sunea o kantan ni kanwa shi te desu ga mitsukari masu ashita no tame no anata no puraido o hozon shi masu . furi o shi , kuro no miboujin no chiryou de ha nakat ta
How simple can a person be? Did you really think I would give this up? For those who enjoy the hunt Are famished for the feast
dono you ni shinpuru na hito ga suru koto ga deki masu ka ? watashi ha kore o akirameru daro u jissai ni kangae ta ka . hito kari o tanoshimu enkai ha onaka ga pekopeko desu .
You belong to me, the Lady Death It grows harder with tightened grasp Harder to run the longer the clasp
bokui ni ha , josei no shi o zokusuru kyouka no haaku o konnan ga ookiku nari masu . konnan o nagaku , tome kin o jikkou suru ni ha
Save your tears for tomorrow It will hurt twice as good before I'm through
ashita no tame no anata no namida o hozon shi masu . boku o mae ni yoi toshite 2 kai o kizutsukeru
Fight the urge, try to break free You belong to me, the Black Widow Belonging in my web Belonging to me
shoudou o tatakau , muryou kyuukei shiyo u to shi mashi ta . boku ni ha , kuro no miboujin o zokusuru boku no web ni zokusuru boku ni zokushi te i masu .
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
Better to keep the pain as dormant seething I can never hurt you because nothing matters Passing over happiness with nights spent on tears Nothing kills me more than being dead inside
Would you call to me when all seems lost? Craving affections as if it were life...sustenance Your arms dangle from the barbwire cross As martyred dreams drip from your palms
Relinquished secrets come as an insurmountable storm I catch them in my widened eyes Setting them free and left unsaid Readying the noose, the sacrifice for the willing
Ignore the whispers of the world, Claim thy self Open the gates of awareness, Embrace thy true mind Leave the scarred vessel in the shallows of reality
Better to live this moment than remain bridled to death Your happiness was only a shadow Yet you still smile for me Bearing my kiss as we depart Night returns to your restless sorrows
Adrianna
Corridors lined with roses and vermilion Capturing the song and dance with brilliance Delicate grace completing the balance No fear of the night ending
Dipping into the well of mystery Tragic to ignore the beauty you...possessed...me A taste became the gate to eternity
It was then I lost you Life was your brilliance Stained by preternatural love
Seamless in the ballad of the moon Thirsting for intimacy within a kiss of fire No man was enough
It was then I let you go Still in rhythm with the night Unscathed by the flow of time
Emotion in the ballad of the moon Thirsting for the intimacy within a kiss of fire No woman was enough
It was there you danced In the halls of vermilion
It was then I said goodbye In the halls of vermilion
Empty Song
I lost the words that I was going to sing in this song The verses that were supposed to build the bridge to your heart So sorry, no pounding heart to accompany any line
Oh well, must not have been too important, right?
I smoked out the butterflies with a single blue flame Oh yes, the searing inferno I feel when looking at you Stop shaking as I pull you closer to the fire
Oh well, you will burn eventually, anyway
I am so silly for not reading between the lines For not understanding why these are my only words Your too distracted to get it now You'll know after your satisfied
Things are always easier then
You have no predictions So I will tell you how this will play out... A hollow tune will be the key As the sound of my voice grows faint
Do not strain yourself, pitiful thing There was nothing even to hear
You were never much of a thinker So I will tell you how this will go My empty words will say sweet things But they are only what I need to get by
You were never really esthetic, actually So let me say this as nice as I can We overplayed the song that drew us in It is best we face the music
Without an empty song
Falling Stars
There were less feelings than I believed would be Not even batting an eye, maybe somehow I already knew Now that it's become real it, seems right to escape With more memories becoming empty, this moment is all there is
Pushing back against what cannot sway, I twist my thoughts at ease Sadly, no longer as beautiful as they used to be You were more than wonderful when the veil was all there was Seeing, no longer can I say you're the same...
There are no angels made with flesh and blood Should the wind wipe the tears from my eyes Let it also take the memories as it falls A shooting star shining where you can't see
Nothing more than strangers walking the same road Once something was there, no longer can either remember I remember searching for the cure to loneliness and found you More empty than before and still alone as I look at you
There are no demons made with flesh and blood Should the sky carry away the earth beneath me Let it also take the memories as it falls A shooting star shining where you can't see
There are less feelings than I believed still inside Now that it's become real, I can't escape...
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
On broken stairs I watch the lovers meet Beyond feeble hopes I have nothing to compare To be held a moment in either one's stare Would I find what I'm hiding from?
How sweet to be loved so deep Wanting just a piece to keep A feeling pure and divine If only it were mine
Throwing away the remote in fear of my enemy Exploiting my weakness and infirmity Stepping into the rain to hide the tears I can see them still, breathing as one
How sweet to be loved so deep Wanting just a piece to keep A feeling pure and divine If only it were mine
Falling to my knees as they crumbled to dust I pray this longing heart be driven from me A precious gift gone to waste My lonely thoughts too much to take
How sweet to be loved so deep Wanting just a piece to keep A feeling pure and divine If only it were mine
Manifest
The open pages of your story-book unfolded I delved into them like an eager child What tales to be told The adventures to behold Reliving them in plush memories resurfacing from time
Ever the gallant knight on mighty steed Come to save me from iniquity, sins higher than the tallest stock Yet you were as fragile as a splintered egg Having to catch you from your great fall We laughed about it under pink, fluffy clouds
Fantasies beginning, fantasies end Journeys last a lifetime and ours has just begun You fell from the heavens with eyes of a babe I fell into your soul and was never the same
Do you think of me when afar, so far away? I stay up each time and start weaving the future Dreams are just dreams erased by reality Will they manifest, yours and mine?
Fantasies beginning, fantasies end Journeys last a lifetime and ours has just begun You fell for the heavens with eyes of a babe I fell into your soul and was never the same
Who could turn back after finding the way, Discovering the gates to paradise I cry out in my sleep but not from the dream The pages begin to turn once again
Fantasies beginning, fantasies end Journeys last a lifetime and ours has just begun You fell from the heavens with eyes of a babe I fell into your soul and was never the same
Last Night
Were not the years kind? Each day without regret Nothing wasted, not when you were with me Time would not cease but, it never held us back
I find myself reminiscing your first kiss The first time we danced under the moon drenched sky Looking at you now I see you perfectly whole Unbroken through the ages Graceful amongst the facets of time
Had I known tonight would be our last I would have made that kiss my goodnight kiss last forever Hold you close and hope to slip away together Unable to hold back the tears I can still smile because of the memories we shared
Running my finger across your soft lips like I always had Did you remember in those final moments? The reason you looked at me with eyes bright as that moon? Every memory counted among the stars above
Had I known tonight would be our last I would have made that kiss, my goodbye kiss last forever Hold you close and hope to slip away together Unable to hold back the tears I can still smile because of the memories we made
How you read my every thought... How you held your head while thinking... How it all will live on in my heart And the promise of seeing you once again
If I had known tonight would be our last I would have made that kiss, our embrace last forever Hold you tight and hope to slip away together Unable to hold back your name I smile because of you
Lucian Vain
Vanity of vanities All is vanity Stray no farther Stay close, heed my beck and call
Without these hands that keep you from decaying My charms holding you together No one will love you like I do Dare not go astray
You revolve dutifully around me For when I smile it shines When I cry, it pours Such a small piece of my creation Dance, Marrionetta! Dance!
Vanity of vanities All is vanity Vanity sweet vanity~
Alter
Through the mist you heard This is your new soul calling We are the same and so different I'll show you hidden treasures Once yours Now mine Wait for the flashback replaying
I've always known your nightmares I learned them I held them I took them in my body
There's nothing more to teach me I'll make the world accept me Fold it Then brake it Your dull reality wasted
To be what you could not be See through me and view your reflection So tired of hiding A dark eternity waiting You never knew it, now did you?
There's nothing more to say I'll make this life my own way Take it Then shape it My paradise is forming
To be what you could not be See through me and view your reflection So tired of hiding A dark eternity waiting You never knew it, now did you? Or did you?
Aurora
Butterflies flutter by I'm counting the rings of the rainbow I dive into the light blue sky and hold my breath I'm drowning, I'm sinking Catch me before I fall in love With you
Lovers come, lovers go On the arc of promise I will wait for you I dive into the infinite sky and make a wish I'm lost, still crying Find me before I lose my way To you
Just you...just me Feel free to bark at the moon Just you...just me Fill me under the white moon
Just you...just me Feel free to bark at the moon Just you...just me Fill me under the white moon
Grow your dreams into wings Off on your odyssey only to me I dive into the open sky and hold out My arms, my love Catch me before I fall With you...to you...
Aimi
Awakening in the constant dream of reality The rain flutters into your hand like azure snow A world alight, floating on a single thought While your heart overflows and close to breaking
With the love conceived, the gap is merged Our fears purged in the fire of your zealous desire As my wish falls on your cherry blossom lips We did not notice our waltz on the sky's edge
Remember never to forsake My love will be for thee I will remember nothing can take this away I will remember it and this day Dreaming of you
Drowning in a spiraling galaxy of monochrome Longing for a kindred touch So we wait for the dream to seep into reality... And you...to be real as my dreams...
Forget yesterday and its mistakes Your love is enough for me I will remember nothing can take this away I will remember it and this day Dreaming of you
Forget yesterday and its mistakes Your love is enough for me I will remember nothing can take this away I will remember it and this day Dreaming of you
This post has been edited by Nanashi: Jul 30 2011, 06:22 AM
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
You sing Nanashi? Those are pretty good. I was thinking you could record yourself singing and I can take that and add some orchestral stuff as the background music.
Huuuh?! I don't know, I'm really shy about that but if I wanted...I think I could. I haven't practiced in a month or so, so I'll practice and see how it goes~ Good thing is we have a mic!
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
Okay, I'll try and put something together. A demo of sorts so you can hear how I sound, mainly so you know what would match up best with my voice. No doubt you are one of the best (if not the) here, so that is not in question~
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
Not specifically. I'll find the best one I can for quality, though~ Would need anything specific?
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
I am perfect I am free The princess and the fraud The prince and the pauper With limbs of brass and wire I see the gold and ribbons Dancing... Flying in the sky A sky burned from sight And the darkness becomes my tomb My happy place.. With dreams in isolation Can you hear me singing with all my might? Screaming into the sun until it flickers out Closing off the sky A sky burned from sight And the darkness becomes my home My happy place... With dreams in isolation
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
Has it now? That's actually interesting to me since I just wrote it without much thought awhile ago. I can see why, though. It would offer all the things we, personally to ourselves, would want for safety. Entertainment of some kind, too~ I suppose what the "happy place" above is referring to is isolation.
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
A lone flower lifted these dreary eyes How quaint a once vivid life now shaded gray Losing perspective of seasons, the budding scented Spring This message of simple beauty, I hold to you in hopes to see
Your presence lifted my weary eyes For even in the dark of day you retain a gentle glow Regaining my time and place, drawn out out by Autumn's cool breath So this day of simple beauty, we take in hopes to remember
Parades of cursory daze- a trampling dance- upon their lost dreams As the night loosens my grip upon the flower And a fabric of peace floats between artificial lines
Dare I say not even time could erase Moments clearer than most brilliant skies The nightingale awakens with a cry For the day I could not forget
A lone flower lifted these dreary eyes How quaint a once vivid life now shaded gray Losing perspective of seasons, the budding scented Spring This message of simple beauty, I hold to you in hopes to see
Parades of cursory daze- a trampling dance- upon their lost dreams As the night loosens my grip upon the flower And a fabric of peace floats between artificial lines
Tears are left on the bridge of morning Time waits with feet swinging from the edge As I sprinkle your torn wings into the wind Just like a flower, more like a dream
Dare I say not even time could erase Moments clearer than most brilliant skies The nightingale awakens with a cry For the day I could not forget
Dare I say not even time could erase Moments clearer than most brilliant skies The nightingale awakens with a cry For the day I could not forget
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
Here you are askew Expression of morbidity in view Uncomfortable with you secrets I make an offer, a play on the dice
Fragile soul exposed to all Do not be afraid to flip the coin Your secrets safe with me Rest easy, night-night
As sure as we crumble and die You will know my designs Into the web in which I dine Just beneath the mirror's surface Accept this Like way back when
By your side in uncertainty Your faithful, once everything Now you realize your need Your addiction To me...Your friend
No need to say that No more fighting back Just relax, sleep tight
As sure as we absolve to dust You will know my designs Into the web in which I dine Just beneath the mirror's surface Accept this Like way back then
As sure as we crumble and die You will know my designs Into the web in which I dine Just beneath the mirror's surface Accept this Like you did then
Accept this Your addiction To me...Your friend (Your imaginary friend)
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
Shuddering in violent spasms As a nail carves the passing time Condemned by a sinful act Lost in lustful bliss Of your piercing kiss
In this frigid darkness Feeding the fire in my veins Repentance comes...then slips away Sensing your eyes upon me And flesh against my lips
As if you surround me Yet nothing is there Into the mirror of my eyes Only one reflection there
Is the same...both inside Bind my coils Severe at the throat Fountain made of flesh Emptied of its crime
As if you surround me Yet nothing is there Into the mirror of my eyes Only one reflection there
Is the same...both inside Bind my coils Nail them to the floor Wonder base in iniquity Sealed in his crime
Is the same...both inside Bind my coils Never let them go Man made of desire Emptied of his sin
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...If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails....
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Mar 9 2011, 11:01 AM
I don't know, I'm really shy about that but if I wanted...I think I could. I haven't practiced in a month or so, so I'll practice and see how it goes~ Good thing is we have a mic!
